(Source: t0keepasecret, via depressiveshivers)
"It's the loneliest feeling in the world to find yourself standing up when everyone else is sitting down. To have everybody look at you and say “What’s the matter with her?” Walking down an empty street, listening to the sound of your own footsteps. Shutters closed, blinds drawn, doors locked against you. And you aren’t sure whether you’re walking toward something, or if you’re just walking away."
Trigger Warning..
• The Butterfly Project
• So, you want to start cutting?
• Heal and Hide Scars
• My Journal
• Thinking about Suicide?
• Questions, Comments, Etc.
'Til all my sleeves are stained red..
Trigger Warning..
• The Butterfly Project
• So, you want to start cutting?
• Heal and Hide Scars
• My Journal
• Thinking about Suicide?
• Questions, Comments, Etc.
'Til all my sleeves are stained red..
Call your best friend right now and tell her how much you love her.
I just sent this text to my best friend;
Bailey, listen to me. You are indescribable. There is no word or logical explanation for how amazing you are. I know your upset at yourself for what happened today and yesterday, I’m upset at myself too. I can’t even look at myself in the eyes because of what happened. But it was like an epiphany. I realized that when I thought I loved you as much as possible I was wrong. because with what happened these past days I realized I have loved you more than I ever have. And I notice that everyday. Everyday, I love you more and more. Everyday, I realize I love you more than I did the day before. Everyday, I realize how much you mean to me and how broken and lost I would have been or would be if you never came into my life or were not here. You have cared more, done more, and cried more for me than anyone ever has. Today was hard, maybe the hardest it has been for a really long time, but we’ll get past it. I know we will because we always do, we always have. We’ve gotten past everything, every obstacle, together. For 20 months we have saved eachothers lives, cried, laughed when things are going bad, faked smiles and laughed until we cried. People who have known eachother or a lifetime haven’t experienced everything we have. We know eachother better than anyone, better than we know ourselves. We think alike, we have the same views and morals, and we can tell when something is wrong. I can’t hide anything from you. Sure, I can keep it a secret for a little bit, but you eventually figure it out. You eventually read me like a book. You can tell what I’m thinking, feeling, anything. You just know. It’s like we are actually sisters. We have our shovels ready to bury the bitch that made eachother sad and we have a look we give eachother when someone says something and we just start laughing. We are close, not doubt about that. And I hate how you say your not good for me, and that I deserve better, because really, I don’t. Your the best I’ve ever had. Nobody else cares about eachother as much as we do. I’m glad it was you. Out of 7 billion people, I’m glad it was you. I don’t need anyone else, I’m proud to say I have my best friend to help me through the worst part of my life. I’m proud to say I have you.
25 DEEP Questions. Ask me one of these and I'll rate your blog.
| 1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel? |
| 2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way? |
| 3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them? |
| 4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid? |
| 5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust. |
| 6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not? |
| 7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most? |
| 8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say? |
| 9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not? |
| 10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend? |
| 11. Does love = sex? |
| 12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not? |
| 13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person? |
| 14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite sex, you love them or that you do not love them back? |
| 15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose? |
| 16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you? |
| 17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why? |
| 18.Imagine it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you? |
| 19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not? |
| 21.You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision? |
| 22. Are you old fashioned? |
| 23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it? |
| 24.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why? |
| 25.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be? |
iliveoffblood-andbeautifulwomen:
i like over 14 .
Black Veil Brides, Panic!At The Disco, Fall Out Boy, Blink 182, Green Day, System of a down, The Pretty Reckless, Avenged Sevenfold
Slipknot, Steel Panther, Avenged Sevenfold, Murderdolls, Stone Sour, Bring me the Horizon, Linkin Park, Black Veil Brides, Bullet for my valentine, Escape the Fate, Falling in Reverse, Sleeping With Sirens, DRUGS, Marilyn Manson, Panic! At the Disco.
Black Veil Brides, A Day To Remember, Skillet, Linkin Park, Marilyn Manson, Avenged Sevenfold, Bullet For My Valentine, Sleeping With Sirens, Dead By April, Stone Sour, Five Finger Death Punch, Hollywood Undead, Slipknot, Bring Me The Horizon, Steel Panther, Murderdolls, Falling In Reverse, Escape The Fate and D.R.U.G.S
I like more than 24 ..
(Source: worldinblackflames, via spacejunkandhighteens)
| Someone: | This is killing you |
| Me: | I know |
| Someone: | What are you going to do about it? |
| Me: | Let it.. |
or skinny to be honest. when people are like ‘wow you’re so skinny’ im just like BUT IM NOT SUPPOSED TO BE. it’s not GOOD. everyone should have meat on their bones. DON’T WISH YOU WERE ME.
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randomarrangementofatoms asked: So I like JUST stopped cutting and I was feeling weak today and I wanted to pick up the blade again. But I read your thing. I threw it away. Thank you.
That’s great!! I don’t know you but thank you so much that means everything to me. You have no idea. If you ever need to talk, seriously, you can come to me. I’m here for you, I promise. :)
Stay strong beautiful.
